meakrob animation project 2

Letter to Salt Lake City:

You Americans are trying to make me a terrorist because you are apathetic. I didn’t know you were all pretending when I first met you because I didn’t know how to read. I learned to read and write during pandemic. The system keeps people really stupid. I always do art because when you move so much you don’t know what language you will learn. The white people were talking about killing me tonight for trying to talk to you about politics. There's a line where the guy just didn’t want to hear about it anymore. The white man doesnt like to learn so he can play along. The Americans are in a dream. They want to stay in the dream and they will ban me from real life in order to maintain that dream. I've been getting banned from white people groups gradually because of the slow process of learning how the Americans are trained to be apathetic monsters by the chaos in their system and the way that all the disturbing parts of society are painted over and left to fester out of sight. Tonight, was the only time I felt like I could disappear instantly. I think they would have done it really quick and then everything would just go black forever. The boy said he sells guns but he seems like a normal sweet white kid. 

Your life is not real. Everyone has dreams but the Americans are taught to dream the dream of 10 people.  

I talked to a cool old white man about how he makes money from selling virtual real estate. Your society is a failure and you are lost. I think the government's plan is to let everyone kill each other so they don’t have to fix the problems of the world. 

The homeless woman outside was talking about building a bomb to throw it at the people who stole her period blood pants.

Osama bin laden was right to do 911

I don’t want to be your terrorist. 

Politics is not real to you Americans because as long as you get your hush money for playing along with the terrorists that rule your country. You inherit terror from them and you bring it down to me through your apathy. You keep me stupid so that nobody makes a fuss. The fucking American people don’t give me a job because they don’t like me. They dont trust me because I have no reason to trust them. You are working yourselves to death so that your order can burn down the world. The fucking cops maintain neoliberalism here and the fucking millitary spread their poison to the rest of the world.

You are driving around in industrial space heaters.

I can’t get the fucking white people to give me money to build ebikes on my own.

I'm too scared of the fucking white people to work at the ebike shop. White people are totally deranged. The aemricans are sick but the fucking white people are deranged.

I'm not going to make art for you fucking morons. I make my art for myself so I can hide from reality while you Americans figure out what you're going to do. 

The boss always says, tell me everything about your work so that I can get paid for it. Meanwhile, use all sorts of mental strategies to shit on my work so that he can pay me less. Fucking kill yourself.

The fucking white man is the worst because he doesn’t have to think about anything. The white man is the chosen people. They don’t trust me and I don’t trust them. You Americans are going to kill yourself without a way to take care of the world. Your mayor has been letting the homeless people die outside my building for the last 5+ years. The black people will die like the native Americans and then you will be next. It's a nightmare in my area. The white kids just say, 

"Yeah, well somebody's got to do something". 

I don't want to be your fucking terrorist.

"Nonoo the ghettos aren’t real". 

Come to the Rio Grande in Salt Lake City at night. The old white man says that the blacks let themselves become slaves. My sweet brother has to go to the American court system against a fucking white man that destroyed his face and his bike.

I yelled at the white people in their garden of Eden and I don’t feel welcome there. 

The friendly landlord is handing out eviction notices at people's doors like it's a game. 

The cars are industrial space heaters that are burning our planet.

We are not allowed to see the mountains of resources being squandered by the way we live. If I work at amazon, I think seeing the amount of waste would put more pressure on me to kill myself.

The old white man didn’t want to become vegan. 

Tofu is really cool but its taking me time to learn the recipes.

My last friend that tries with me taught me how to make good rice :) 

You pour 1 cup rice and 2 cups water. Bring to a boil and then let it simmer with the lid on. Check on it and stir it every once in a while.

I don’t want to leave my brother behind. He doesn’t know what you are like.

I don't want to be your fucking terrorist.

I want money for me and my brother and I want a lot of money to try to buy my mother back. I think my oldest brother is dead but I would want to find him too.

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Dev notes:

You have to play your games with an analog stick and mouse. Using the keyboard to control character movement is deranged. I'm not fucking around with you on a keyboard in-game anymore. If you want to play this, you have to use the analog stick. I will make this more customizable later but you will not be allowed to control the charracter with the foot all the way on the gas all the time. You squander all the work that the animators do when you play with a fucking keyboard. You cant do all the moves that you are supposed to be able to do in virtual space if you play with a keyboard. Build yourself longer analog sticks if you have the hands for it.

Donate to my gofundme so I dont die. 

https://gofund.me/21948f7b

40 thousand dollars would keep me and my brother safe from americans for 2 years. I think the americans will have to wake up soon or they will die too. They are selling guns and military equipment to each other. We cant flee to europe because my family is treated like shit there too if we dont have money. I want to buy my black mother back before the end.